Dazed and Confused

Sometimes I feel like I need those glasses...the ones that make things clear. Did I ever have them?...are they lost or not yet found? Really, are they...I can't help but say that I just don't understand...I just don't...understand...I am getting a new car, a new apartment...a new life??? and my patience is growing...the rolling eyes now make me laugh instead of agitated...the things that annoy me become a new challenge and every day I love to keep busier and busier because I have become a bit of a workaholic....and I'm paid for half of it ;). I think I like this because none of it actually feels like work. This may mean that I'm doing the right thing. Well I hope so because that would mean that I have one thing sorted in my crazy life. My crazy but incredibly fortunate life. There are so many things to figure out..and yet I am already 23. In some ways I want to be back under that deck again 10 years ago when I had my first kiss and then ate the candy cane shaped like a ring. After playing in the snow in those boots that you gave me where we were innocent, or sort of, and even the mere touch of feet sent shivers up my spine. It is not that first kiss or the person from it that I want but instead the time frame. To love without cynicism and jadedness...to trust that people can really love you forever...instead of wondering whether everything I have been led to believe is a lie.......................................................................................................................................................................................................?

Trip to Hali...some highlights....

• freaking out in the car and screaming at Chera Lee to tell Ginger that we were not by an Egyptian thing but the Casino so we could not be lost anymore
• ending up on the way to Yarmouth after already arriving in Halifax
• ending up in the pouring rain :)
• buying new clothes...some in 5 minutes
• Learning the new code :)
• I saw my girls!!!
• all in all it was a good weekend
• oh and did I mention my car didn't start for 1/2 an hour and I fixed it!
• crazy times in the world of Kelly ;)
• no more driving in Hali for me.....ever
• :)

Changes

It's amazing how many changes can happen in a person's life all at the same time.... craziness. The more changes that arrive the more I want to run away from them all. It is amazing how real the movie The Last Kiss is also. I would recommend that people see it. It may be depressing but it really gets at the heart of a lot of issues. There was one particularly meaningful quote that I think says a whole lot.

Anyone can say they love someone but talk is cheap. It is what you do to those that you say you love that matters.

How true is this?

I'm a Teacher!

So I am now a teacher...only one week of fun little sessions and partying and it is official!!!! It was super sad to leave my practicum school but I am excited to be done as well. We all celebrated at a super fun ball and now frosh week begins! Yay!!!!!!

My Love Profile

***Your Five Variable Love Profile***
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.And in return, you expect the same from who you love.Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.You've loved, lost, and loved again.You have had a wide range of love experiences.And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium.You tend to be the one with more power.You aren't a total control freak in relationships..But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is low.This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.
The Five Variable Love Testhttp://www.blogthings.com/thefivevariablelovetest/

Happy Birthday to Kristen and Beanie Bopper!

Two of my longest friends turn 23 today! Yay! I met these crazy twins for the first time in kindergarten...I can still remember telling my mother that I could not tell them apart and crying in order to get attention even though they looked quite different, beautiful but different, even when they were five. Now today and since grade nine we have been great friends, laughing, eating food, hanging at the beach, bad mouthing boys, good mouthing boys, plotting schemes, and spending almost every Canada Day together. I love these girls...there are no two people on this planet who have seen more water descend from my eyes than these two girls and they are always there and ready to fight my battles, hug, and pick up the pieces. They are the best and I am very, very glad that I can proudly say that I will be friends with my high school pals forever. We have gone to prom together, on several band trips, had pool parties, picked up boys at Blockbuster and Cows to name a few places and we always have a ball. These two great girls have gone on to be very successful at university and beyond! They know how to party, make everyone else party, and of course make people laugh! I have only set them up with a few guys unsuccessfully, sorry girls, Happy Birthday Girls!!!! We'll celebrate on PEI soon with the 3bs barbeques, beaches, and boys...sound good? Oh and I almost forgot these girls actually make Sex and the City Come True at the Pilot House...I will say no more....

Love ya Kel xoxox

Sooooooooooooooooo

I haven't blogged in a while I know...but I go through spurts, what can I say. Hmmm....the latest, well

• I suppose most of my blog readers know I will be moving back to PEI and in with Brad...kind of a big step and am excited about it... as long as I am allowed to through my subway wrappers in the garbage ;) We will be having a party for our new place so stay tuned
• I am also teaching grade four at the moment and having fun with it...I get to teach the kids hip hop as well as gymnastics...the kids are angels and the school is really fun as well even though I have to leave at 5:50 in the morning :(. I am getting used to it though and I get to talk to interesting people in the a.m.
• Only three weeks of prac to go..seems kind of crazy that I am almost a teacher...but it won't be long and then it will be time for the all incredible FROSH week!!!! YAY! A week of no assignments, evaluations, nothing...a.k.a. a week to have fun, drink, play pranks on idiot ex boyfriends, have pretend bachelorette parties and overall have a girly awesome time. Oh an if any of the K.X.C. happens to read my blog...no worries, I do not mean you
• Other than that I do not have much news other than looking forward to coaching again...is it bad to give up 2000 for a job that will make you happy? hmmmmm

Oh, by the way, something is making me laugh hysterically but I can't really post it here, hahahahahhahahahahahaha, but there you get the benefit of my hyena laughter...a shiny new era is tip toeing nearer, so where do we feature? just listen to teacher ........

It was 22 in Ottawa the other day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :)

Assignments :S

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH! They are about to begin! In the next two weeks I have eight assignments due. The craziness is about to start...Yikes

Pillows

It is funny that historically flowers have been such a big deal because new pillows are so much more thoughtful and swoon worthy. When somebody thinks enough about you to buy you a brand new pillow you know you have it great.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

Hello everyone, I hope you are having a good day. Brad and I celebrate two years today!!!!